FACT #856 ABOUT ME

FACT #856 ABOUT ME: I am attracted to women who want nothing to do with me

These past few years I have come to know something I did not know during the time of first crush. What is this realization? All I know is to be alone and to ache lonesome. When the remedy is searched for, what returns is my affections crumpled up like notebook paper and thrown back at me. The routine of my one-sided affairs is something I am all too familiar with. The ouch, guaranteed. With such a cycle on "Repeat" for the length of decade+ I've grown masochistically fond of that guarantee. Why? Because all I know is to be alone and to ache lonesome. Gimme some more! Gimme some more! That girl can cut, 'tis she I adore!!