A Promise Alone

You promised me a night but spent it in the telephone whispers of the idiot you could not confess your love for. You promised me a day but slept through the sun and thought nothing of us actually together. I sit thinking it best to be alone in the fuck-ups of my own unfulfilled promises. My hurt is my own. I too am capable of closing curtains and listening idly. I can - as one - jump into the so deep where the fish have lights to see that there really isn't anything there goddamit. 

So who the fuck are you? 

I'll hurt myself through a promise of my own accord with a cut rate light to show in the deep, in the so so deep where a night and day mean fuck-all to the other toothy, hungry crashers in this inkiest of inks oblivion.

Heartsleeve

Bedder

"Smile!" they say. "Uhhhhhyohhh ok."

Heartbeat - Justin & Kelby

Heartbeat

Across from me, a girl I see

She's so fine oh best believe

Because my heart it goes beep beep

Quick goes my red for her it beats

Ooh I see the girl look there she goes

She's so fine, her stance and her lingo

(I'd like to be someone known to her)

Watch her walk her walk and her hips go

Then she smiles oh my god it's bingo!

(Would you say hi if I just said hello?)

Here my heart it beats right on

Just for you

Do you hear my heartsong sing right on

For you?

Such a sweet thing that I do see

The perfect muse for whom I sing

Because my heart it goes beep beep

To think of her my red it beats

Ooh I see the girl look there she goes

She's so fine, her stance and her lingo

(I'd like to be someone known to her)

Watch her walk her walk and her hips go

Then she smiles oh my god it's bingo!

(Would you say hi if I just said hello?)

Here my heart it beats right on

Just for you

Do you hear my heartsong sing right on

For you?

And here it says, hear it says 

I'll love you

If you let me, girl

Can you hear my heartbeat, it beep beeps?

Just for you, my heart yes it does beat

You're the one I'd love to care for

Can you hear my heartbeat, it beep beeps?

Just for you, my heart yes it does beat

You're the one to love to care for

Once Best Friend [video]

Once Best Friend

Were best friends

We know this

To go across, it must end

Our time line

it unwinds

though I loved you I too must live

Can't be there

If you're not there

Deeper than what I wanted

So Stateside

My plane ride

I find a life worth living

You know, you know

you're too far away

from me, from me

To be together

So go, so go

and leave me be

alone, alone

Tears shed

I'm wasted

But they won't fill an ocean

I just crossed

So instead

I move on right on ahead

You play games

once best friend

But I've already gone ahead

Here Stateside

I live life

Without one love I once had

You know, you know

you're too far away

from me, from me

To be together

So go, so go

and leave me be

alone, alone

'Cause I'm happy

Without you I'm already happy

Coffee for Two [video]

Marbie

Marbie

Oh Marbie baby don't you know?

Jed don't love you

Everyone but you seems to know

that he don't love you

Even though he might kiss you

He won't play tennis with just you

Or take care of how you feel

Sa iba ka na lang, mas mabuti pa

Look to someone worth your time

Don't try to keep pace with those careless guys

That's right, that's right, slap Jed in the face, you crazy

Oh Marbie baby don't you know?

Jed don't love you

But Marbie baby you already know 

That someone loves you

And she plays there at home everyday

For one sweet person to come home everyday

And love all that you are, Inay

Look at the Castles and there you'll find

A love that's so yours and all your time

Just like her mother, Rio always smiles

Remember smile, remember smile yeah

Oh Marbie baby don't you know?

That someone loves you

Yes Joy is what you need to know

Go Rio Rio Rio, to your mother go

Oh Marbie baby yeah you know

That we do love you

Oh Marbie baby do you know

We all love you

Go, Go, Go

Go Rio Rio Rio, to your mother go

Nick Nick Libertad

    I talk to myself quite a bit. Walking out and about ya know, I'll speak out loud pseudo-conversations to entertain myself because when my mind runs it sprints out through the twitch of my fingers, the quirk jig in a step and the gibber from my mouth. Being a loner (or once a loner, anyways) does that to you, aye? Even with the cheers of OJD now, when I walk it as one I chat it up celebration solo.

     Or with Nick.

     Who I walked with this morning. Out on Mabury, down the sidewalk towards Capitol I humored over the riot assassination scene in Scarface. I thought it funny to re-enact that sequence with friends out randomly in a cheery shop-shop place like Valley Fair or Oakridge where one or two would chant Libertad!!. . . Libertad!!. . .  Libertad!! and then I would follow up on approach menacingly from the other side groaning REBENGGGGA!!

     The thing is, on this overcast morning walk with Nick I said REBENGGGGA!! out loud in a similar manner that Manolo does (but with a chuckle add-on, naturally oyeep) and to me left in an open garage a plaid girl with arms stretched scrounging the top of her car turned her blonde dyed-hair towards me all quizzical.

     "Oop Nick," I continued on tickled telling ButtFace in a say trailing off, "Libertad, Nick. Libertad!! . . ."

     Ahhh foolish, hah.

     Didn't really get around to Tony Montana's "From a friend you fucked" hit part because I get the fun stupid joy from sayehREBENGGGGA!!

OJD Wingo

The Before

Kiki Yum. The Youngin'. The Baby. So'dorable. Sweet and
 a toughie when need be and like the rest of the crew,
a good person yeah.

Tapioca is seen most of the time with a smile. How she keeps it up is an amazement, oh certainly. That's something, ain't it? She's the energy, the stand-out, pick one of us out to represent and she be the one yo.

There's something peculiar about these two. They be the
crazy chicks of the clique. Fun times with them around, aye?
Us guys talk boredom. Ioca and Keeks chat the fun time. 

That's Barcode on the explain-a-talk in Tagalog, so I couldn't understand much but judging by his

hands . . . shit went down, son, and either the wombat was frickin' 'normous or Galaxy ESSJ1138 exploded?

Tow Truck on the hunger run again, hah. Perhaps an attempt to eat the napkin. Code knows and just gets thirsty from my outrageous appetite. 

Look at him, pare ko. "Na naman, sip." Ahahah. : )

The After

So Fitting, So Asiong

So fitting . . . so Asiong! =D Here's Code, Truck, and Kiki but nasaan si Tapioca? 

Come Again

This is what happens when you envelop your mind in something so Sublime, ahah.

Oh.

And boom boom.

Sublime + Boom Boom = Come Again

Come Again

Come again, come again, come on girl
Come again, come again, come on girl
(I like it when you . . .)
Come for me, come again, come on girl
On my bed oh yeah, come on girl

You know I like it when you
Ooh yes I like it when you go
Ooooooooh ah

So come again, come again, come on girl
(I wanna hear you . . .)
Come again, come again, come on girl
(I wanna feel you . . .)
Come again, come again, let's go girl
Let's go again, go again, and come come girl


You know I like it when you
Ooh yes I like it when you go
Ooooooooh ah

You know you're my girl so let's go on and go go
Nothing sinful, just be loving oh you know know
And we'll be loving, strumming, humming til the morning yo
When the sun pop hills Eastside still be singing ugh


Come again, come again, come on girl
(I wanna hear you . . .)
Come again, come again, come on girl
(I wanna feel you . . .)
Come for me, come for me, let's go girl
Let's go again, go again, and come come girl