Like Child with Broken Toy

It's a fine series of disappointments; to say you want to be with someone but not really be there. Though I wonder if all relationships are like this and again there are thoughts I've come across I would not have come to realize as someone single but most revealing is that this "being together" thing only has served to reflect and magnify my insecurities, not dissolve them which goes to show I am not fit to share something so broken, like a child with a fucked up toy remains careless.